Omg, so much happen this week.
So last night i went to a party after work, and the whole time i was texting Mars. And basically at the end Mars wanted to make "us" official.... and i was going crazy. I didnt know if i wanted to be with him or not. And i was asking everyone at the party what i should do. lol. but at the end we agreed that we should stay friends for now cuz we havent seen eachother in a looong time. but we've been talking for a hot minute now. Yea, and his face is messed up nowcuz he does wrestling and idk but ive been trying to see his face, i told him to send me a pic of it but it never came through.. :( oh well. but yeaaaa.... we texted allll day yesterday. Honestly i dont even know what i want. I kinda like him but not to the point where i want to be with him i guess. but i do want a boyfriend. Agh! im so confused!
Anyways, I dont think i gained any weight. Im actually really close to the 150's now. I havent done any workouts except for running a couple of times, just cuz i havent had time and ive been working this whole weekend. i havent weighed myself yet either cuz i just woke up. Ok, ill weigh myself right now.
and i weigh
yay me! but Grr i thought id be in the 150's by now. Im so close! Hopefully tomorrow ill be there. Ahh!!! Im happy but sad at the same time. lol, but im more happy then sad for sure. Hmm. So todays plan-
1. wash face, brush teeth
2. Eat some cereal
3. Finish papers and english stuff
4. work out, run
5. Lunch, then head to class.
6. come home and sleeeeep <3 lol
Great! :) Also, on my calender, im ahead of my plan! i was supposed to hit 160 on the 18th, but i think ill get there on the 14th. :) Yessss Im pretty happy! Okay... i need to clean my room too haha. Alright thats all for now! And thanks to all the comments, keep em coming, i loooove them and all my followers!
1. should i be with him or not?
2. do you guys want to see a pic of him lol or his body?? hahaha
3. ask me a question? :)