Hey yall! so i was right, today i worked with Aundrinia and she deffienitly changed my whole mood! i had a blast working with her! she is honestly so amazing! like, she makes you think twice about what you say and how you react. also she points out the things you have in life and always brings god up, and how he can help and so on. its really motivating! and me, her and this other girl jada are all going to start working out together and start running in the morning.... but now that i think of it, she did tracka nd was really good, ao i might not be able to stay running with them, oh well ill just try my bestest! haha
well. yea im very happy at the moment. and tomorrow im supposed to go shopping with "Niomi"... this guy who i guess likes me... ehh im not so sure about this but he wants to take me to tysons mall and shop? loll this whole situation is weird but ehh i dont know. i really want some uggs. :D
but i dont wanna get down to Monicas level. geez, this is just not what i do.... well i have to make a decision by tomorrow if i go shopping or not.
ok, well.... goodbye bloggers! if anyone is even reading my stuff hahaha and also, whats the blood type diet?? i needa see what that is! ok ok, hahah ai get carried away to easily.
sweet dreams beautifuls... and handsomes? hahah
Pariis <3
Friday, October 29, 2010
IDK whats wrong with me...
OK.... so im feeling kinda sad today, i just dont no why.
and its not that time of month either....
hmmmm.... im just not happy like i used to be a few days ago... i was so happy and on track with my life with no worries but now.... now im lost again.
its funny how long it it takes to find yourself and how fast you can lose yourself...
well. im lost.
i feel like im missing something, like i cant be happy for some reason. and i really try to be happy, i try to forget the little things that bother me and just focus on the good but i... i dont know... and i gained weight btw... 2 lbs to be exact.
i think if i run a little, my mind well clear up and i can think then. yes, thats what ill do. but i gotta go to work soon. ahhhh! im going to start p90x too. i hate being fat, its torture! and i have no clue what im doing for halloween, which is in 2 days, i dont have a costume, i dont have a plan.... wow..... i think im depressed??
and i was just facebook creeping some people and realized there are so many pretty skinny girls out there that i have nothing on them. like i dont make the cut. sheesh.... what the hell is wrong with me?!? i really need to stop being so emotional...
i dont wanna go run now.... gosh, why am i so damn lazy.... i keep lying to myself.
im going to be okay, i no i am. im so thankful for everything i have but i dont appreciate anything. maybe today at work, ill get motivated by the girl i work with, Aundrinia. she is really an inspiration. she is so straightforward and religious. and she doesn't act or fake, she is truly a genuine person. i really admire her. welll.... enough about that.
hope i get in a better mood. also i think the song i was listening to made me feel all sad
One republic- Secrets
yea thats probably it,
and i also wanted to start photography. its so pretty and colorful outside with the leaves falling. okay, well thats all for now.
ttyl
Pariis <3
and its not that time of month either....
hmmmm.... im just not happy like i used to be a few days ago... i was so happy and on track with my life with no worries but now.... now im lost again.
its funny how long it it takes to find yourself and how fast you can lose yourself...
well. im lost.
i feel like im missing something, like i cant be happy for some reason. and i really try to be happy, i try to forget the little things that bother me and just focus on the good but i... i dont know... and i gained weight btw... 2 lbs to be exact.
i think if i run a little, my mind well clear up and i can think then. yes, thats what ill do. but i gotta go to work soon. ahhhh! im going to start p90x too. i hate being fat, its torture! and i have no clue what im doing for halloween, which is in 2 days, i dont have a costume, i dont have a plan.... wow..... i think im depressed??
and i was just facebook creeping some people and realized there are so many pretty skinny girls out there that i have nothing on them. like i dont make the cut. sheesh.... what the hell is wrong with me?!? i really need to stop being so emotional...
i dont wanna go run now.... gosh, why am i so damn lazy.... i keep lying to myself.
im going to be okay, i no i am. im so thankful for everything i have but i dont appreciate anything. maybe today at work, ill get motivated by the girl i work with, Aundrinia. she is really an inspiration. she is so straightforward and religious. and she doesn't act or fake, she is truly a genuine person. i really admire her. welll.... enough about that.
hope i get in a better mood. also i think the song i was listening to made me feel all sad
One republic- Secrets
yea thats probably it,
and i also wanted to start photography. its so pretty and colorful outside with the leaves falling. okay, well thats all for now.
ttyl
Pariis <3
Monday, October 25, 2010
New Blogger! :)
Hey my wonderful bloggers!
I am pretty sure no one will be reading my blog so I am just going to write whatever is on my mind right now. Ok, for one, know that im kinda dyslexic so if i spell something wrong or backwards, sorry! This blog is basically going to be my weight loss journey and my inspiration to lose weight. My goal is to write a blog every day saying what i ate, how i exercised and how i feel at the end of the day.
Hmm. i hope i stay with this to the end. Well. if theres anyone, ANYONE out there that is reading my blog and is trying to also loss weight or just interested, you should follow me or w.e. the correct term for bloggers are.
Haha
ok so ill give you the basic details about my weight-
Female
5'1-ish
current weight- 168 lbs
goal weight- 125 lbs
starting October 25, 2010
well thats about all for tonight! thanks for reading.
-Pariis <3
Some of my inspirations! Enjoy
Please comment and questions are welcome!
I am pretty sure no one will be reading my blog so I am just going to write whatever is on my mind right now. Ok, for one, know that im kinda dyslexic so if i spell something wrong or backwards, sorry! This blog is basically going to be my weight loss journey and my inspiration to lose weight. My goal is to write a blog every day saying what i ate, how i exercised and how i feel at the end of the day.
Hmm. i hope i stay with this to the end. Well. if theres anyone, ANYONE out there that is reading my blog and is trying to also loss weight or just interested, you should follow me or w.e. the correct term for bloggers are.
Haha
ok so ill give you the basic details about my weight-
Female
5'1-ish
current weight- 168 lbs
goal weight- 125 lbs
starting October 25, 2010
well thats about all for tonight! thanks for reading.
-Pariis <3
Some of my inspirations! Enjoy
Please comment and questions are welcome!
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