Thursday, April 21, 2011

Not again...

So, once again, i have stopped following my plan. Wtf. I seriously cant achieve anything longterm at all. I dont know how much i weigh, i dont wanna know either. Its also that time of the month. So lotsa bloating and stuff. Today was 4/20. National weed day, where u smoke a shit ton and get so high, you could eat a star. Well i couldnt celebrate cuz i was stuck in school studying for a test that im pretty sure i failed. Boo. Today was just no success. 

Oh, but i did talk to my sister... We just talked about life and boys, and school and stuff. I think it was better then getting high, and no munchies. Lol. My head hurts, its 3:10 am. and i have to wake up at 9:15am to go to D.C. Blah. Exams are coming up soon, gotta write my holocoust paper, and other shit. Ugh

I had a burrito today. A fucking burrito. Like the worst food to eat. Ever. but thats all i had. I feel like weightloss is such a big thing to me, and i cant even do it. I should be thinking about loosing weight all the time, but i forget and eat and eat and eat, then once im full, i realise what i did. *Eat like a elephant. 

So, for the next couple of day, my first priority is my weight. Im going to eat minimum and still go on with my day as normal. Tomorrow, me and my 2 friends are going to Georgetown, D.C. where they wanna get the famous Georgetown cupcakes, and prolly eat out somewhere. Im going to have a salad or a turkey burger. And as for the cupcake...Ill share one or say i have no money left to buy any. And also, we'll be doing lots of walking there so ill get at least some exercise. Ookay. Lets hope everything works out okay tomorrow.
Night, sweet dreams.

Products from Georgetown Cupcake

Some advice
1. Drink plenty of water.
2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
4. Live with the 3 E’s - Energy, Enthusiasm and Empathy
5. Play more games.
6. Read more books than you did in 2010.
7. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
8. Sleep for 7 hours.
9. Take a 10-30 minutes walk daily. And while you walk, smile.

10. Don’t compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
11. Don’t have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
12. Don’t over do. Keep your limits.
13. Don’t take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
14. Don’t waste your precious energy on gossip.
15. Dream more while you are awake.
16. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
17. Forget issues of the past. Don’t remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
18. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don’t hate others.
19. Make peace with your past so it won’t spoil the present.
20. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
21. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
22. Smile and laugh more.
23. You don’t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

24. Call your family often.
25. Each day give something good to others.
26. Forgive everyone for everything.
27. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
28. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
30. Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.

31. Do the right thing!
32. Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful.
33. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
34. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
35. The best is yet to come.
36. Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.


  1. I'm sorry that you've been having such shitty time. Maybe if planning ahead doesn't work for you, how about taking day by day? Take care sweetheart x

  2. Hey bummer about falling off your plan girly, you'll get back on it it just takes a little more self control, how bad do you really want it?
    Have fun in George town, those cupcakes are to die for, but usually the line is so long that you can make up something about how its not work the hour wait. Just walking around those shops always reminds my of how i want to fit in to a small and xs anyway.
    I really like all your little tips and advice, is the thing about spicy food speeding up metabolism true?

  3. stay strong; i love the ending advice, it's so great! your lovely(:

  4. just think if you got stoned you would of got the munchies!
    iknow its hard to stay on track sometimes but you will get there =]

  5. I hope your next few days have gone better love.
    Thanks for all the thinspo, together we can fall back in line.
    This weekend has been hellish. It started with a bring and share meal, now I can't stop. I'm so lost. I hate it. I don't know how to get back on track.
    Your sister sounds lovely :)
    As are you xx