I could care less if he has a girl. Even though its been awhile since we've talked, still....idk. I guess im just greedy and want him all to myself. But im having bad feelings with this. Like we didnt talk for weeks and when he gets a girl, then he decides to talk to me. Does that sound odd to anyone else?
I think..I still wanna talk to him... and see where that leads to. Ugh. I seriously dont know what to do, my mind is telling me to play him like he did to me, but my heart (didnt no i had one) is telling me to just aviod him and just forget about him and everything.
I guess im searching for the thrill of it (Wiz Khalifa- the thrill, best song ever) I need a vacation from life.
Im gonna be a bitch and break them up-just for the thrill of it.
ps. I want a boyfriend, but im not gonna settle for less (which means ill stay single, fuuuuuuuck)