Sunday, March 20, 2011

157 lbs

Yes, i weigh 157lbs. I know, its horrible... but thats what i have to work with. I cant believe i was at 152 and I blew up back to 157lbs. Ughh that just gives me hope that i can get down again. So, before i say anything else, i have to say sorry for all those depressing blogs lately. I am truely sorry. I was just so depressed and hated life. Lol, but im back now, for good. Today i was really sick, i woke up at 2 pm and "attempted" to work out but quit after 15 mins, then i felt like throwing up and my stomach hurt, so I went to sleep at 6 till 9pm and ive been awake since. Yea idk why i slept all day but i felt really sick. So i ended up eating a mini turkey burger and an orange all day. I guess that was good?

Uhh my first goal coming back is the same as last time. I want to break the 140s by the end of this month. thats 11 days and 8 pounds. I can prolly do it, 4 lbs a week. Maybe. Im starting my workouts again. Tomorrow im going to wake up early and do p90x core synergistics and then at 3pm im going to the gym with my friend, hopefully if i finish my homework. :)

also, i was doing some research about weightloss and stuff, and i found my ideal weight is somewhere around 110-120 lbs. DAMN. lol i thought my ideal weight was 130 or something, but apperently im really short (5.2) well damn, i guess im that much more overweight then i thought. Fuck it, i WILL be toned and in shpe by summer. Its getting warm here on the east coast so i see all these girls wearing shorts and tanks. :/ boo. i want to wear that too.

WELL, we have to do this one day at a time, right. Tomorrow will be wonderful. If not, then make it wonderful. Your life is what u create it to be. <3 love you ladies. Please give me some motivation to stick to this!

Assignment of the day:
1. 20 oblique crunches each side

2. Find/Buy a pair or goal shorts and hang it up somewhere in ur room or by ur doorknob so when u go downstairs, u wont want to binge.


STOP MAKING EXCUSES
STOP SAYING YOU CANT
BEGIN SAYING YOU CAN
STOP SAYING I WANT THAT
START SAYING I WILL HAVE THAT
LOOK AT YOUSELF IN THE MIRROR
ARE YOU HAPPY? OR DO U WANT MORE?
Are you ready to not feel like you have to hide because of your weight?


WELL GO MAKE IT HAPPEN.

8 comments:

  1. you know what i like about your blog? it's that it always stop me from eating. You sound just like me, it feels like talking to myself. I was down to 139, i'm back at 146. And by the end of march I WILL be back in the 130's!!! And I thought I was past the overweight stage, but i have a small frame, and i learnt that I should be between 120-133 :/
    and you're right, I will STOP MAKING EXCUSES. and I WILL have that perfect body. And you know what? you will too!!
    we will be perfect, beautiful, skinny, we will have a nice boyfriend who loves us. And life will be much better.
    But for that, we need to move our fatty asses! no more eating like pigs! so stay strong, and stop fucking eating!!!!

    eve

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  2. You are so inspirational.
    You are so lovely and gorgeous.
    Please check my latest post, there's a surprise there for you :)
    Love Anafly
    xxx

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  3. dont let it get to you too much hun

    and i read this while eating scones...im not eating anymore. thankyou(:
    x

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  4. I've nominated you http://withined.blogspot.com/2011/03/versatile-blogger.html

    and come back!

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  5. I know what you mean- I am also 5.2 and look a little like a hobbit haha.

    Putting on weigh sucks. I've put on 2 pounds since coming home from uni (family and bf both responsible!)

    I guess I'm just going to have to work harder!

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  6. I also have a small frame so should weigh less than I thought. Kinda gutting when you realise you have more to lose than expected! And that photo above 'star saying I will have that' is exactly how I want to be! I WILL HAVE THAT! And so will you :)

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  7. You post is so inspirational I love it!

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  8. So inspirational, really!! I know you can do it, and so will I! The important thing is not to give up!! :)

    Sis

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