Hello!
Intake today: cereal, piece of chicken, 3 brownies, 2% milk.

So i did okay today, I got on the scale today and it showed 153, which i think is COMPLETELY wrong. Its too low. Way too low. We will see tomorrow morning. I hope its the same, but im not gonna get my hopes up.

Anyways, some updates. On Friday, I went to my waitressing job(work there once a week now), and i litterly got  so many comments about my weight. Like, "Have u been working out?" "Your waist looks smaller!" and "Wow, u look thinner." Yea, I felt like a billion bucks. Lol. But yea dont u just LOVE skinny comments!? Made my day 100% better.  But i still have a looooooong way to go. But in one step closer to my goal! Yay

Anyways, I also went shopping on thursday i think? But yea, me and my friend went to Victorias Secret, and i got some yoga pants, makeup kit, perfume, and a free umberlla! the umberella is so cute! and its been rainy these past days so i cant wait to use it! yay, But OMFG when i was in the store, i felt to huge and fat, and i felt like people were starring at me like why am i even in this store, this store is for skinny people who can pull off cute undies and bras. Not for fat people who cant even look at themselves in the mirror. It was  a good reminder of what i wanted. Pictures of all the VS models everywhere! Ugh, it was overwhelming.

yeaaaaa thats about it for me. Havent been working out like i told myself i would :/ Grr I will tomorrow though cuz my scheduale is FREE all day. I swear i will! Ohh and, I just start using Pro-active, the stuff for pimples. Lol, and i relly like it, my face is really clearing up. lol, i feel like im going through a swan tranformation.

In other news, still no boys im interested in :( Grr I seriously cant find a decent guy to like. It sucks. Like theres no guy out there worth my time... Oh well, gotta better myself then> Kk ttyl!

xoxo
Pariis

(One of my fav pics!^)

New month, New goals

Whats up bone lovers!

Haha, hey everyone! First i want to say thanks to all the comments and feedback from everyone, i really appreciate those and it keeps me motivated!  Second, i wanna ask how did the first holiday go for everyone? did you control yourself? what are u going to change next time? And third, i wanna say get ready for Christmas!!! and New years eve!  Now that you experienced Thanksgiving, you know what to expect for the other holidays. so get set!

Okay so today is November 29th.

Monday. Mondays are always great days to start something new since its the beginning of the week.  So im going to give this thing another try. For real this time. So basically its the same schedule of jogging and p90x but actually doing it everyday no matter what.  Today is the fist day :)

I have about 3 hours till i gotta go to class so i have to start now.
Im going to
-jog for 45 mins on the eliptical[check!]
- 1 hour of P90X[check!]
- some homework then leave to class[ughh]

Oh and if you guys have any tips for dieting or exercising, please dont hesitate and tell me please! and comments are greatly appreicated! :D ok bye for now!

oh and heres a cool site i just found! http://schoolofthin.xanga.com/666402274/item/ check it out!!


























xoxo Pariis

"Thin is in"

Hello lovelys!

So, I am going to write a little neater just in case if i have any readers. haha okay so i didnt run or anything today and i had subway and 2 cookies and an apple all day, i just weighed myself and am at 168.8 lbs. hmm. kinda sad and mad im not losing any weight, prolly cuz im not exercising.  yea i have to get on top of that. tomorrow is wednesday and i dont have any more classes. so im thinking ill run tomorrow for 45 mins, then do the 1st day of p90x again and see how that goes. Yuppp. thats the plan! hopefully i can go on with it.

yea so anyways, ive been biting my nails recently, and its really wierd cuz i never did it before but i just started to... i hate it... but yea....

oh yea, i had a dream of this one guy i call 'Liar'... Lier? Liar? Ahhh which one is it??!?! lol idk, but yea it was really weird like the dream was that i was on the floor at my familys house and hes there too and just some wierd stuff happen.... but yea i didnt expect anything like that...  w.e. im going to be skinny and show off my bod to him and show him what hes missing! shoooot, hm! lol

yea i have to remind myself how fat i am cuz sometimes i forget until i wear clothes and notice that it doesnt fit. Yupppp.... and i have this rubber band i wear so everytime i wanna eat i snap it and it hurts like hell!! but it works for me... yea thats all i have to say for now... i just need to step my game up! like asap! i want this beachbody soo baddd!!! so im going to get it!

Pursuit of happiness <3

xoxo Pariis












hahahah i thought that was funny! loll



sweet dreams & stay strong