Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Horrible, Just horrible.

Well...I dont know whats wrong with me, but this whole week, ive been eating. I dont know why, I just eat? Like im telling myself stop eating while eating, but i keep eating. And Ive never been like that. For the past month, ive been eating light, and eating normally, but now I feel like a vacuum, eating everything in my path.

I dont know what to do.
I dont know whats wrong with me.
Even thinspo doesnt help.


I start talking to Mars again... I think that has something to do with all this eating.
Fuck my life to the max.
157lbs
I was supposed to be149lbs right now.
Fuck.
WHAT SHOULD I DO?!?!?
I just wanna be skinny.






4 comments:

  1. AnonymousFebruary 22, 2011 at 9:01 PM

    Oh poor darling.
    Just take a moment to breathe, and realise what it is you really want. Perhaps it isn't to be thin after all; but just, happy.
    x

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  2. courtneyFebruary 22, 2011 at 9:18 PM

    So I love your blog. Yeah. :)

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  3. kFebruary 23, 2011 at 11:11 AM

    Yea so...just found out its that time of the month...No worries. XP

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  4. my life, as i know it.February 24, 2011 at 2:36 PM

    stay strongg! it'll be okay!

    XOXO.A

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