Friday, December 16, 2011

Im better off dead, like seriously. I have no point in being alive, im just a waste of space.

Hmmm. My thoughts...

I just feel like i suck at everything. Just life. I suck at school, sports, everything. i just want to run away. Like i have no special talent.

Everytime someone asks me what im doing with my life, i say i wanna become a doctor. but I KNOW thats not gonna happen. I have a 1.7 GPA right now, and im about to fail a class so itll prolly be a zero or something, like fuck, i need to stop lying to all these people and myself that im gonna be a doctor, fuck that. thats not happening. And all this is just at a community college. imagine whatd happen if i were at a university or something...and im suppose to transfer to a university this summer. WTF?!?!?! im not gonna get in, i know that for sure....FUCK MAN. what the fuck am i supposed to do?!?! like seriously?

I honestly dont know what to do. im fucked. FUCK.


  1. i would advise you to take a year off. find a job, and take the time to think about what you really want to do in life. Once you find it, and you are sure this is what you want to be in life, it will be way easier.

  2. I think WhiteSkinnyAngel's idea is good :) but im sure if you just put a bit more belief in yourself you can do what every you want with your life :) anythings possible if you want it enough and work for it :)
    Lottie x