Hmmm. My thoughts...
I just feel like i suck at everything. Just life. I suck at school, sports, everything. i just want to run away. Like i have no special talent.
Everytime someone asks me what im doing with my life, i say i wanna become a doctor. but I KNOW thats not gonna happen. I have a 1.7 GPA right now, and im about to fail a class so itll prolly be a zero or something, like fuck, i need to stop lying to all these people and myself that im gonna be a doctor, fuck that. thats not happening. And all this is just at a community college. imagine whatd happen if i were at a university or something...and im suppose to transfer to a university this summer. WTF?!?!?! im not gonna get in, i know that for sure....FUCK MAN. what the fuck am i supposed to do?!?! like seriously?
I honestly dont know what to do. im fucked. FUCK.