147 lbs

Hey been awhile since ive been on here. Damn.

Well, I weigh 147 lbs unfortunatly, i gained 3 lbs in a week. So far my lowest weight has been 144 lbs. Ive been trying to get out of the 40 for a while but its not happening meaning im not trying hard enough. Fuck. Just fuck. So much has happened since the last time ive been on here. Boys, school, weight, family, everything.

But this is my weightloss blog so i guess ill just update yall with my weight. Um. Im still fat. Yeah... I want to be 125 lbs before the end of the year. Thats about 76 days and around 20 lbs.

I guess ill just watch what i eat again, maybe try the paleo diet, and start to run in the morning, 30 day shred and p90x. Ill make up a scheduale soon enough. ugh.

okay bye....

Oh and heres my before and during so far...

Im still alive, I promise :)

Hey yall, Just a quick update to let you know im alive. Haha, so i read a couple of your blogs but no time to comment, sorry :( But im glad most of you are doing good! and losing weight! Im so proud of you guys ^-^

Anyways, I, myself am doing okay too. Had some ups and downs but im just human. I am still somewhere around 148 lbs so ive been maintaining none the less.

My oldest sis left for AZ friday with my mom and little sister, and i miss em so much :( boo. But my dad gave me $150 to go grocery shopping for the rest of us since my mom isnt here to cook or anything, and i got lots of healthy foods. yummayyy!

Yea so Ive been dealing with school and life and stuff, still pretty busy. Trying to become a doctor isnt easy :(

haha Okay so ill catch up with  you guys later! Hope everyones doing well!

xoxo
Pariis
http://i-want-abs.tumblr.com/

Luck My File

Fuck my Life
 sorry but its time for a rant
problems in my life at this moment
- Disfunctional family
-dumbass ppl who dont know how to raise their own kid
-classes
-test
-grades
-weight
-being a fatass
-sick
-mood-grougy
-sick of everything
/end rant

K bye

Bow chicka wow wow

Broke into the 140s.... FINALLY! took long enough damnit. lol, but no, im extremely happy about this. Next goal is 139lbs by the end of June. This healthy thing is actually working out! I eat delicious foods and i dont feel like shit after or regret it or anything! And no binges!!! Im still not happy with my body but you know what, Im getting there. maybe not tomorrow, but im on the right path. :) cant wait to kick some ass in June. Also, i made a myfitnesspal account to record my calories, it really helps. But yes thats the update about my weight.

Still no boys :( boo... I barley text anyone at all. Its just been me, work, and school..Oh and running and exercising. I think im in love with running. I know right, i never thought id say that in a million years, but it takes off so much stress and i LOVE the endophins, its like my own personal drug. Ahhh

somethings i want-
-a boyfriend, or a boytoy
-to get fit, and actually form abs or just have a tight stomach
-reach 120lbs by my birthday ( August 10th! dont forget!)
-Do really well in my summer classes, cuz i did shit in spring
(i have the lowest GPA everrr)
and that is all for now, id also like to learn how to skateboard but thatll have to wait till my summer classes are over. anywho, that was just a quick update, hope yall are doing well!

xoxo, Parris

Boys Boys Boys

wow, so i love attention from boys. Not like an attention whore, but just being noticed.

So today, as i was driving to school for my summer class, bumping music out loud in my car, i look in my rear view mirror and saw him. My old crush who i fell for and actually wanted to be with. His name, Luis. We havent talked since like january and i saw him in my rear view mirror in his car. WTF? is that a coincidence or what? Hes going to attend my college this fall and i swear im gonna be skinny by then. If he sees me like this, omg. Not even gonna think about it, but anyways when i saw him, i hit the accelerator and zoomed outta there. I didnt want him to see me...not yet. I want him to see me skinny and fit and looking absolutely amazing! So then hell regret stop talking to me. Yea, WHAT NOW LUIS.

Lol, yea, anyways, Also, i went to the mall after class to get some new shoes, i went into Journeys and there was a hot guy there, and basically we were flirting the whole time he tried to find me shoes. It was wierd, like i didnt have confidence in me, i didnt act like myself. Idk, id thought since losing weight and everything, id gain confidence, but i was just wierd about it. idk....im still trying to figure out why i was acting weird.

But yea, thats all i had to say. Im so hungry but its 10:04 right now and i wanna eat but i cant so im debating if i should eat a snack or something. ahhh i should just go to sleep and eat a really big breakfast tomorrow morning. YES! thats what im gonna do, geez ive missed blogger and talking to myself. Onto homework, tumblr, and sleep! NO FOOD :)

ttyl, Pariis

btw, when i went to the mall, i saw soooo many cute clothes and bikinis -__- and i couldnt wear any of em, but thats alright, i will soon! I also got goal-shorts, cant wait to wear em out in public.